Love Nowhere(7)

      About a month had been passed and Facebook was still the only medium for me to talk to her. I never tried or you can say, dared to talk to her face to face in college.

     Once a day, I updated my profile picture on Facebook and tagged her in that photo. I was taking everything as normal. But when she came online, she messaged me,

 "Gourav, please don't ever tag to me in any picture of yours."

      I was shocked but didn't show that.

 "How are you, Vina?"

 "I will not repeat it. Ok?"

  She was angry :O

 "You spoke and I heard. Forget it now. :P"

 "Hmm. Ok. I'm not feeling good right now. Talk to you later."

 "What happened? What the hell I did by tagging a photo to you? :P"

      My anger was leaving my brain.

 "Nothing as such. Just I don't want that everyone in college talk about us like Nitin and me. :/"

      I was speechless now. I thought about her fear for something which was not clear to me right now. I felt bad because she was comparing me with Nitin and I wanted to make a different image of mine in her mind so that she could love me in near future.  :P

 "hmm. Ok. Don't worry I will not do that again in future. Sorry. :)", I wrote.

 "Ok. Bye. Take care. :)"

 "Bye. Take care too. :)"

      It was my last chat with her on Facebook. One of the reason was that she rarely came online, so I didn't see her there. 

     After 2 months of this incident, One day, I got her message. It was my birthday. She messaged me 'Happy birthday :D' just an hour before the next day. I replied her 'thank you', but she never replied after that.

     During this time, I saw her many times in college, but I neither tried to initiate a talk nor she gave me any smile like she used to give to Nitin. I was seriously jealous with Nitin, with that person, she doesn't talk now.

      Once a day, It was our viva voce of a subject before the final exams. She was sitting on stairs with her friend, Priya. Priya was from CS-2. I went to her just for the sake of talking because I had nothing to say to her excepting that 'I love you' and that was definitely not the right place for the thing. Actually the time was not right for that.

"Hi, Vina. How was you external?"

      This was the single question I had. I stammered with my words after seeing her. She smiled under her lap and told me,

 "My number has not come yet."

  WTF, now what will I ask to you? If you had your external, then I would able to talk about externals with you. Now there is no topic left. :P

    I heard her voice first time. It was very slow and nearly inaudible. But I sensed it using my nose :P. Her voice was very similar to Donald duck.  

 "Ohh! Okay. hehe."

     She smiled on my no reason childish laugh. I came back to my friends.

     I was not talking to her on Facebook from past 4 months and after that I talked with her face to face first time. It was a great day Gourav.